White Heart (Merrydian's Gate #1)
Merrydian’s Gate
Book One: White Heart
A.E.Wright
White Heart (Merrydian’s Gate #1)
A.E.Wright
Copyright 2014 by Amy Wright
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Contents
Prologue
Chapter One - The Belfry
Chapter Two - The Tale of the Sorceress
Chapter Three - Falinn Galdur
Chapter Four - Old Friends
Chapter Five - The Road to Thistlewick
Chapter Six - The Sacrifice
Chapter Seven - Politics
Chapter Eight - Bloodlines
Chapter Nine - Loch Du
Chapter Ten - The Stalker
Chapter Eleven - Balthus
Chapter Twelve - As the Crow Flies
Chapter Thirteen - The Grave
Chapter Fourteen – Acquiescence
Chapter Fifteen - The Heart of the Mountain
Chapter Sixteen - Alphus the Damnable
Chapter Seventeen - The Chamber of Light.
Chapter Eighteen - The Darkest Dawn
Epilogue
For my wonderful husband and three beautiful children,
You are my daily inspiration.
“Power is of two kinds. One is obtained by the fear of punishment and the other by acts of love. Power based on love is a thousand times more effective and permanent than the one derived from fear of punishment.”
Mahatma Gandhi
Prologue
Gwen
Britain 542 AD
I slip the muddied parchment into my scarlet robe; it says to meet at the babbling brook. It is a risk but I will go there, I have no other option. I am afraid, my hands tremble as I loop the cotton around the catch but I try to keep my demeanour calm. I am a queen now and I must behave accordingly. I catch the eye of one of my guards, for a moment I think he knows. I feel like he senses my fear, I am projecting it much more than I ought to if I’m ever going to slip away unnoticed by him or any of other three guards in my personal chamber. I am glad I have mastered the art of unspoken magic as I quickly incline my hand toward his head. He falls into a deep sleep not obvious to the naked eye. Although the guard stands just as he did the moment before, his blue eyes open wide and blinking, he is not seeing the conscious world he inhabits. I have given him the gift of a beautiful dream, a dream of the natural word and all her secret beauties and eccentricities. I am sorry to use magic on him, outlawed since Agrona began her war, the mortals are afraid of magic now but I have only ever used the purest of magic. It is the only kind of magic I know.
My grandmother Madge did not like people to see her. She had always been the reclusive type for as long as I could remember, and that was years back into my childhood. For her to come here to meet with me, took a lot of courage on her part. I could not expect her to come to the castle, where there were so many prying eyes and wagging tongues. No, I did not begrudge her privacy and she was the only person I would agree to meet in secret at this point. Most people were terrified of her appearance, distorted by a terrible curse; she became half woman half dragon. She’s as mad as a March hare but brilliantly wise after her long years of life. Some find my grandmother questionable due to her eccentricity but I completely trust her and I am convinced she has the answer that will end this war.
It is true that my father Merrydian, the most powerful wizard that ever lived, is better equipped to destroy the witch than any other living being but as I venture out to meet Madge, he stays on the island of Galdur. It is the island we grew on, the island we lived as a family on before my marriage and the onset of this terrible war. He sits in his wooden chair and says nothing; he simply stares into oblivion as if eternity can answer the questions that he could not answer himself. Until my father, consumed by his grief for my mother and sisters, emerges from his melancholy state of catatonia, Madge is our only hope.
I know my sisters and my mother have passed from this world. I know Agrona took them, I know what she did to them. I am aware of what she plans to do to my father and me, given the chance. She will take our hearts; she will render herself the most powerful and the only truly immortal being to walk the natural earth. She will tear our hearts from our bodies and attach them to her own. My father warned me the day before Agrona took my sister, that she has discovered a mysterious and very ancient magic that allows her to take in another’s magical life-force. He warned us both; Benevoley did not believe in such dark magic she was naïve of the evils that inhabit the world. She took risks to help others and she paid with her life. Knowing my father would not take such matters lightly, I took the road of caution. Because of this, I am still alive and my baby daughter Ambrosia is safe, but that is not enough any longer. I want to live in a world liberated from Agrona’s malice, a world where magic is trusted again. I must try, if there is hope of defeating her I must go to Madge. There is one place I must visit first, a much more important place.
As I pass the slumberous guard, I incline my head in a slight nod. It gives the signal to the other guards that this guard is my chosen escort. My slumberous sentinel follows subconsciously. He cannot see me, he remains in a state of rapture yet he follows. Once again, I am using magic, manipulating him to come in the direction I want him to. I feel genuinely guilty to have to exert such power over a helpless man but I cannot let that detract from my goal. I must reach the brook and Madge and I must reach them tonight. My husband is on the verge of battle with Agrona and her army of demonic Gnarls. It is a battle he will surely lose. Nevertheless, it is impossible for me to explain to him, that one woman is more powerful in her maleficent ego than an entire army of great and good knights. He is a good man; he wants the best for our part of the kingdom but he does not understand how powerful her sinister magic really is, not in the same way that I do. Even if he did, I do not doubt that he would continue to fight, apathy in the face of evil is not what makes a king or his kingdom strong. I leave the guard at the very bottom of the stone staircase; he reclines against the wall happily. He will wake in around an hour or so but I will be long gone by then.
As I walk out into the night, the brilliant silver moonlight washes over my skin. It is a source of great comfort to me, repelling what would otherwise be incontestable darkness. I am not going far for the first part of my journey but I should not be beyond the castle grounds at all. On orders of my protective king, I am to stay in the west wing of the castle under armed guard. I love my king but I am not in the habit of being inhibited by neither man nor woman. I am cautious in the face of my enemy but I am not controlled by my fear, if I was, Agrona would already have won. I journey on foot to the small stonemason’s cottage just outside of the castle grounds. My daughter, Ambrosia is there with her guardians. They are travelling north far beyond our territory this night and I could not let her go without one final kiss.
The soft skin of her plump cheek, her unique floral smell, her pudgy little fingers; I drink them all in the way only a mother who is about to be torn away from her child could. Her sleek red hair tickles my chin as I give her one final kiss and then pass her sadly back to her guardians. Ambrosia was born without magical ability, but that has not deterred Agrona in her quest to capture her and me. I know the gu
ardians I have chosen for her will keep her safe, no matter what they will protect her. The man is a knight, the bravest warrior in the kingdom after the king. The mother has not shied away from the battlefield herself. She is a match for her husband in every aspect. That is why I choose them and I feel nothing but confidence in my choice. As I close the heavy wooden door behind me, I hear Ambrosia whimper for me. This does not upset me instead, I feel happy that my child knows she is loved and loves me enough in return to yearn for my presence when I leave. I hold onto the thought of a reunion with her, I need that powerful emotion in order to perform the next piece of magic I will need if I am to reach the brook in time.
I go to a patch of wild flowers that I know are growing nearby the cottage. I have been contemplating them every time I have journeyed to the cottage to meet with Ambrosia. This is the only outing the king has allowed me in recent days. The flowers look hardy but I am unsure as to if there are enough for the task in hand. There is only one-way to find out and with my hands guiding them, I manipulate the flowers into a new form. They uproot from the ground and the air is filled with the aroma of the earth as they dance and twist around one another. Each finding its own perfect place in the profile of the creature I am creating. When the final pink dogwood bloom takes its place, the fully formed flora Shire horse before me is magnificent. She whinnies uneasily with her first taste of the crisp night air. I reach out my palm and gently pat her soft botanic mane. I name her Blossom. She only exists in this form for a short while, the duration of my journey will only be around two shifts of the moon but every creature deserves a name. I give her the gift of her name, whispering it into her ear as I carefully climb onto her back. She instinctively knows the direction we are heading in, it is a bond between creator and creation as strong as my bond with Ambrosia. As she bounds away with the speed and strength of the wind, I wonder if I ride toward my salvation or my doom.
I am not naïve of the fact that this meeting could be an ambush but the risks are outweighed by the rewards. The possibility of defeating Agrona is too important an opportunity to surpass. We bound towards an incline in the hill that leads to the forest, bolting with greater speed and agility I could have imagined of her, Blossom is taking me to my destination a little sooner than I’d hope to get there. I gently pat the side of her neck and she slows in response to my gesture. I admire the way the sliver moonlight glistens on the natural dew of the ferns and trees surrounding us. To my mind, there is no precious jewel or metal that can match the beauty of nature. A hunting owl swoops overhead and lands almost silently in a nearby tree. I can hear the trickling of water as I near my destination. I am almost at peace in this moment, almost but not quite. There is something about the air in the forest tonight that makes me uneasy. I hear the scream-like bark of a fox; it is always a bad omen. I feel tense, I should turn back but I have come so far. I dismount from Blossom and stroke her nuzzle gently. She bows her head and is perfectly silent. I admire her beauty one final time before I wave my hands, using magic, to disband her. The wildflowers that previously made up the shape of her body, twirl in the air in a glorious display. They eventually settle on a patch of grass. Re-rooting, they once again take the form of a patch of wildflowers, swaying gently with the midnight breeze.
I am at the entrance of the brook now, it is an open meadow and I am nervous about being so exposed. So far, I have been sheltered by the protective woodland. I begin to feel alone now that I have returned Blossom to her original condition. Even if it is not Madge waiting for me at the other side of the brook, I could not escape a predator at this point, especially if that predator is a Gnarl. I walk towards the stream uncertainly but there is no sign of Madge. She has no reason to hide from me, something is very wrong. Madge is not here, Madge did not send the note. I turn to flee but the grass is wet and my shoes are unsuitable for the sprint I attempt to break into. I lose my loose heeled shoes in the damp grass. My toes catch in them and I fall to the ground spinning onto my back. I hit my head on something hard, probably a rock. I think I fall asleep or I am knocked unconscious, I am unsure.
When I open my eyes again, I am disorientated. I have forgotten why I have come to this place, I know my purpose was important but I just cannot remember specific details. I lie stationary on the ground, hoping to grasp and hold onto a clear thought but my mind is hazy. Instead, I attempt to calm myself the same way I always do, by appreciating the beauty of the natural environment around me, perhaps then I will remember. When I finally arise, I walk to the babbling brook. I stare into the clear water for a moment. There is something magical about the water reflected in the light of the moon, for a moment I feel as if I am the only being that inhabits the planet. I am alone and I am peaceful. That is when I hear it. It is a sound I have heard before. A sound that evokes fear in the very depths of my being. A maleficent screech of a creature I know well but cannot bring to mind, I am in danger, extremely serious danger. My heart races and the hairs on my body stand to attention.
I am faced with a choice. I can flee but I will not get away in time. I will be caught and I will have given my hunter the satisfaction of my fear. I can fight but I do not possess the kind of magic I need to defeat this creature. In addition, violence is not something I am accustomed to, not even in this dire situation can I bring myself to use it. I have a third option, I can make an echo, this option will not save my life but this is the option I choose. The echo will resonate the events that are about to take place, like a sound traveling infinitely through the ether until it reaches a receptor that is able to hear it.
It takes mere seconds for me to locate my mind’s eye, the instrument I will need to record the fate that lays ahead of me. I practiced this magic over and over with my mother before she was murdered. She firmly believed in the power of the ‘other realm’ as she called it, activities such as dream reading and echoes were her primary focus as her age advanced. She reasoned that even magic born people like me, who live very long lives compared to others, would benefit from the ability to leave a part of them behind after they are gone. Although at the time, I did not give her theories much weight, in this moment I am grateful for her teachings. I allow myself to embrace the hurt I feel that she is gone. It transforms into an all-encompassing sense of joy that I am about to be reunited with her in the ever after. I am no longer disorientated, I know exactly what is about to take place but I have no fear in my heart any longer. I am content. I am calm. I am resigned and I am ready.
I take my eyes from the brook and gaze into an otherworldly face staring out at me from the other side of the water. It is the dark face of my fate, the evil glare of a malign demon. I smile; it is my last wilful action on the earth. Then death comes greedily to greet me.
Chapter One - The Belfry
IT WAS ALWAYS the same, my mysterious dream. It visited me most nights since my sixteenth birthday, almost a year ago. I would awaken in a darkened meadow, the grass soft and moist against the back of my head, the cold evening breeze caressing my skin gently persuading me to follow its direction. Violet it would secretly murmur to me, of course I would always follow the breeze, it was my guide, my friend beckoning me towards something that I knew must be important. I had a purpose, but I couldn’t remember what it was. There was some reason for my journey that my unconscious state could not fully decipher or comprehend.
I would walk barefoot, enjoying the cool sensation of the damp evening dew that had begun to settle on the blades of grass under the soles of my feet. I would stop at the small ditch that hid a winding brook. It was always such a beautiful vision when I reached the grassy verge that sheltered the brook. I would pause and gaze into the babbling water admiring how the full moon reflected off the rocks and pebbles that had settled at the bottom. I would listen as the friendly breeze whispered in my ear; the slow whistling sound was something I found strangely soothing. I was at ease watching the beams of light dancing with the slow moving current of the water. There was nothing and no one left in the whole world apart
from a deep sense of secluded serenity. Then I would hear it. It wasn’t a human sound, or at least I didn’t think so. A shrill screech pierced my sense of peacefulness and isolation like a blade. I was not alone in this field. With the beads of cold sweat dripping from my upper lip, creating the salty taste of fear in my mouth, I would wake.
The dream made no sense to me. Before my birthday, my dreams were usually vague and ethereal recollections of places I had been or at least seen in pictures, but this new dream was hauntingly vivid, more like a memory from a past life. I took a swig of water to rinse my mouth, turned my pillow and closed my eyes.
My life so far had been pretty standard for a sixteen year old girl. I lived at sixty six Wikersley Lane, a small mid terraced house in the north of England. I am a nature lover, in those days I used to think that my daily ritual of watering my beloved pansies was a great environmental contribution. I had planted them with my mother when I was seven and every year since, they bloomed, bedded in the huge terracotta pots that held century over the Knight household doorway. Their bright and brilliant colour brought light to a usually gloomy street.
Wickersley Lane at its very best, can generously be described as gloomy. Even on days when the sun beamed down as iridescent light, its rays being caught and thrown around the windows of the homes of the streets surrounding Wickersley Lane. The formidable greyness to my former street remained. Most of the residents were elderly, with the exception of the Dixons who lived at number two.
Pansies are not perennial plants, they shouldn’t really have been renewing every year but they did. Our friendly elderly neighbour Mr Arkwright used to say we had the magic touch and he didn’t know how right he was. Funny how something as small as a pansy can brighten up even the gloomiest of spaces. We placed them there in an attempt to vivify the gloomy concrete paving laid over what must once have been an extremely small front garden that still contained a few persistent daffodils. The daffodils were as stubborn as the pansies and would flower every year in the small edge of earth accidentally left by the previous residents. I used to think of them as small yellow soldiers falling in line for battle. The brightness of the plants juxtaposed with the fading redbrick of the houses in the street. Nobody else bothered with flowers but us, my mother used to say it was important to be colourful when everything else is grey.